Friday, May 15, 2020

Day 3 - Superiority

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to feel superior to another for whatever reason.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to feel superior to another so that I can feel more confident within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attempt to heighten myself as a person, at the expense of someone.

Therefore I commit myself to accept my strengths/weaknesses, and myself in general, where I simply act upon what I currently am, without bringing a power struggle into proceedings within myself and others as if a competition is existent within my mind.

I commit myself to find confidence within myself through acceptance, value, appreciation, understanding, respect, and also realise that confidence/stability is never about anything or anyone outside of myself, and that confidence/stability is something only I can find, create, and keep, within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ever decrease another’s value/self/input/output purely for my own issues with confidence, and attempting to exploit another for my own issues.

I commit myself to be level with all beings, and therefore just correct my own patterns/thoughts, and self, without ever making my life about others.

Thursday, May 7, 2020

Day 2 - Sharing

I’ve had quite a few resistances to sharing. I speak of sharing things publicly, mainly in relation to my writings/my perspective on things. Often, there’s that thought/fear of the typical what will people think-type of question. And how will it be received? And other similar thoughts/concerns.

I love it when people share what’s truly on their mind. There is a lot of pointless sharings on social platforms, but there are individuals that share, truly. I say share truly, because you can just tell they are not holding back. They are not compromising what they are saying/sharing. It is genuine. It’s a true expression of themselves, and it CAN be seen/noticed.

It’d be fantastic if none of us cared. If none of us cared how our thoughts/sharings would be taken. And not fearing potential outcomes that don’t necessarily work in our favour. That would make for some quality material, from all of us! I’d love to see that. But too often we don’t share that stuff. The stuff we’d like to share, but simply don’t. We’re constantly judging ourselves, and therefore judging others. Judging their sharing, judging our sharing.

It’s very tough to share a different side to ourselves, well, more like the true side to ourselves. We often want to be seen a certain way, in a certain light. I of course do understand why we don’t share more of ourselves, our true thoughts, intentions. I’m just sharing, ahem, about these facts.

I think we all have some awesome stuff to share. That can simply be a unique/original perspective, that is unique/original to EACH PERSON. We each have a unique voice, and so it’s always worth it to share one’s voice. That is education. That is growth. For the sharer and the receiver. It’s seriously a win/win situation.

I’d like to hear what’s truly on your mind. Don’t have that thought/perspective be necessarily formulated or clouded in news stories/what we see on TV. Yes, take that into consideration, but have the ability to think/share freely.

And we all have that potential, we just gotta do it! Start somewhere, and see what happens. See how we feel upon sharing more openly and freely. And be an example to others of this cool sharing.

It is a reminder to myself too. That I have a unique/individual and original voice. Sharing is fun, and going through with sharing, whilst being tough, is worth it, whatever the cost. Make those private perspectives, whether on paper/document, or mind...make them visible for all to see/breathe in!

We should all be sponges, soaking in everyone’s individual sharings/points, and become a ‘fuller’ person because of that.

Tuesday, May 5, 2020

Day 1 - Lovin'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail in loving myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail in accepting myself.

I see, realise and understand that without loving and accepting, and also appreciating myself, I cannot and won’t EVER give myself a platform, and an opportunity to exist as my true potential.

I commit myself to allow myself the platform to excel, to better myself, to be the best that I can be - through starting with accepting, loving, and appreciating ME.

I commit myself to accept all that I have ever existed as.

I commit myself not to be a downer on myself, and being my own worst enemy.

I commit myself to love and cherish me.

I commit myself to accept the sum of my parts.

I commit myself never to ignore self-love/appreciation/acceptance.